it's been way too long

my life has been so on the go! i can't believe the semester has been going on for like a month and a half now. anyways, this is a stalling post until i come up with something more meaningful to write about. i've been thinking a lot lately so this should be good. patience.

iam

so desperate.

do you ever notice

having something you want is not as enjoyable as denying yourself of it?

a white flag to pluralism

I have decided that I have nothing to be ashamed of, socially. I am always warm and friendly to partners in class assignments, people who sit next to me, and even random strangers on some occasions. I should not feel socially inferior because I don't have an arbitrary number of friends. I figure, I have some stuff going for me, and when the opportunity presents itself, I am always interested in meeting new people and making new friends. But I am saying goodbye to belittling myself for not meeting a friend quota and attempting to force friendships that might not be there. People fall into friendships, they don't sweat for them. And that's what really grinds my gears.

i really hope this works...

... for their sake.

Palestinian Rivals in Unity Deal

im sad to say

i often see other people and am so jealous of their lives. i guess sometimes i forget what actually matters and just wish my life was more pretty and interesting. i know thats dumb.

i want an opportunity to really prove myself.

if you count the number of i's you will see how self-obsessed i really am! :-P