is it any wonder?

In the process of adjusting to the new college lifestyle, I have begun to take everything at face value. As often as I think about grades, I barely contemplate anything too deep. I lost my enthusiasm for self-improvement. As futile as it can be, advancement on a mental, spiritual, meta-physical level really matters, especially in the grand scheme of things compared to whatever other crap that fills my mind. I'm just sorry I've forgotten about it in place of superficial preoccupations.